Book Review: Heavier Than Heaven: A Biography of Kurt Cobain by Charles R. Cross

Heavier Than Heaven : A Biography of Kurt CobainHeavier Than Heaven : A Biography of Kurt Cobain by Charles R. Cross

My rating: 4 of 5 stars



REVIEW:
This book is compilation of a man’s life from interviews and speculation. But… it is the only way to compile 27 years of the unknown into 365 pages. At the end of every beings life, the only person that truly knows what happened is the being that is living that life.

I’m reminded of a line from the movie Donnie Darko, “Every living creature on earth dies alone.”

Kurt was unhappy. There are not too many people that I know that can truly say that they are 100% happy with their lives. Everyone chooses to deal with their level of unhappiness in different forms. People chose their own therapy by; ignoring it, changing it, embracing it, or medicating it. Kurt chose to medicate.

It seemed like he started on the right path, choosing to use his art to medicate his unhappy existence, but that turned him to much more sinister way to cover his pain.

I cannot speak for Kurt, because I am not Kurt. People that have suffered from depression and mental pain know the state that he was in, and they can feel sympathy for him. But every person that has suffered knows only their own hell and will never truly know what Kurt went through. As much as it is a contradiction; you have been there with him, but you will never be there with him.

I know, it doesn’t make sense.

The book was well written and the author did a great job of piecing a shattered life together.

ABOUT:
Although the tragic circumstances of Kurt Cobains suicide are well known, the facts of his lifeand the influence of his artistryremain largely unexamined. Now veteran music journalist Charles R. Cross fuses his intimate knowledge of the Seattle music scene with his deep compassion for his subject in this extraordinary story of artistic brilliance and the pain that extinguished it. Based on more than 400 interviews; four years of research; exclusive access to Cobains unpublished diaries; and a wealth of documentation, Heavier Than Heaven traces Cobains life from his early days in a double-wide trailer outside of Aberdeen, Washington, to his rise to fame, success, and the adulation of a generation. Cross reveals the familial turmoil that fueled Cobains creativity, the generational history that forged his character, and the unusual love story that shaped his relationship with wife Courtney Love. Drawing from medical and police reports, and Cobains own private writings, Cross also reveals the truth about Cobains health struggles and his tragic final days. More than the history of a rock and roll star, Heavier Than Heaven is a portrait of creative genius and the will to turn pain into art

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An update for "Endlessly" fans.

So here is the most up to date info for all of you Endlessly lovers. Legacy is now in the final editing process. The editor told me today that it looks like it will be done at the end of July. And as always, I told him that there is no rush, so if things get tight for him, he may bump it back some. My only goal was to get it released before the end of the year, and it looks like I am way ahead of schedule for that.

I was tickled to death last week; I found that a local book club has decided to put my book on the reading agenda for discussion. I hope that they enjoy the story. I don’t think that there is much to discuss since the book is short, but maybe they will like it enough to recommend it to friends and family.

I'm rushing around now to get shirt sizes together. Just like Endlessly, I asked for volunteers to become characters. I had nine friends, family, and co-workers sign up for this. For Endlessly, I purchased shirts with their incarnate names printed on the front, and my website address and the slogan "Spread the Virus" on the back of the shirts. I am doing the same for the nine that volunteered this time. I've actually been asked about the shirts from people that would like to have one. I may look into setting up a online store for people that would like to order one if more people show an interest in it.

That’s all I have right now, maybe once I get chapter one, I will post it. Although, as I stated to the editor, I’m not confident with chapter one (I wasn’t with Endlessly’s chapter one either) and I think it’s sort of slow. The editor seemed to enjoy it and thought it played well into the rest of the story. So, I hope you all are ready for Ashley’s story.


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Book Review: It by Stephen King

ItIt by Stephen King

My rating: 2 of 5 stars


REVIEW:
I’m sure to never hear the end of this, but this just wasn’t my cup of tea. Don’t get me wrong, the story was good, but too long for me. For people who love all the tiny details, this book is for you. My own personal tastes are action packed, and we really didn’t get to that until the last 100 pages.

I couldn’t personalize with the characters, and the back story was too much. I found that about 60% of the back story could have been eliminated, and the end result would have been the same. One of my personal beliefs is to always give the author a chance to redeem themselves, so I never quit a book. On this particular book I found that challenging. I don’t know how many times I found myself arguing to finish it, I even fell asleep reading, and I NEVER do that.

This is the third King book that I have read, sorry Mr. King, you write good books, but they are just not my type. I think you do a wonderful job with the majority, but I’m just looking for something different. I think I’m going to have to break off this relationship.

ABOUT:
A promise made twenty-eight years ago calls seven adults to reunite in Derry, Maine, where as teenagers they battled an evil creature that preyed on the city's children. Unsure that their Losers Club had vanquished the creature all those years ago, the seven had vowed to return to Derry if IT should ever reappear. Now, children are being murdered again and their repressed memories of that summer return as they prepare to do battle with the monster lurking in Derry's sewers once more

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Book Review: Vampire Haiku by Ryan Mecum

Vampire HaikuVampire Haiku by Ryan Mecum

My rating: 5 of 5 stars

ABOUT : You hold in your hands a recently discovered poetry journal - the poetry journal of a vampire. William Butten was en route to a new land on the Mayflower when he was turned into a vampire by a fellow passenger, a beautiful woman named Katherine. These pages contain his heartbreaking story - the story of a vampire who has lived through (and perhaps caused) some of America's defining events. As he travels the country and as centuries pass, he searches for his lost love and records his adventures and misadventures using the form of poetry known as haiku.

As Butten documents bloody wars, a certain tea party in Boston, living the high life during the Great Depression, two Woodstock festivals, the corruption of Emily Dickinson, and hanging out with Davy Crockett, he keeps to the classic 5-7-5 syllable structure of haiku. The resulting poems are hilarious, repulsive, oddly romantic, and bizarre.

Read along, and you just may find a new appreciation for - and insight into - various events in American history. And blood.

MY SHORT REVIEW: The haiku has a strange lure for me. This was a great and quick read.

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100 Demented, Stupid, and Weird Haikus That Make No Sense.

So the side project is done. If you would like to kill a half hour and baffle yourself, check it out. It's a free download. You can get it at Smashwords -http://www.smashwords.com/books/view/66541 or a PDF off of my site www.authorcvhunt.com

See what happens when I have too much time on my hands.

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Done...for now.

I just finished some minor rewrites for Legacy. So now I will step back from it, for a week or two, and clear my head of it. Then I will read it from start to finish to make sure it all meshes. This will also give me an opportunity to fall into the emotions of the story and make the writing flow seamlessly.

The editor checked in on me after a week. I told him what I was up to, and he gave me some good advice. It looks like this might all come together a lot quicker than what I had planned.

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Another review of Endlessly.

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Title: Endlessly
Author: C.V. Hunt
Genre: Supernatural, Paranormal Romance, Vampires, Urban Fantasy, Horror
Publication Date: February 19th 2011
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Rating: ★★★½☆
Review copy provided by the author.
When Ashley walks into a shop run by the vampire, Verloren, they both get the surprise of their lives. Ash is about to learn that she’s not just another pretty young woman, while Verloren is astonished to find himself falling in love. But how can a vampire love a human? And what if the human isn’t as human as she seems? When Ash’s true nature reveals itself, the entire power structure of the world’s outsiders teeters on the brink of destruction. Verloren and Ash become more and more terrified as they grope their way toward the ultimate truth: that they hold the key to something much larger than their own survival.
Verloren is a vampire in a world where vampires, werewolves, witches and other supernatural beings live alongside humans, ruled by The Quatre. But Verloren isn’t any normal vampire, since he can sees auras, which is a talent vampires don’t naturally have. He’s leading a fairly secluded life, terrified to do anything wrong since he has run into The Quatre once already, and it didn’t end very well. He runs a shop and works there together with a werewolf and witch, but he also gets along with his nextdoor neighhour who is a human. That’s not to say Verloren doesn’t drink human blood because he does, but mostly prostitutes and other people who won’t be missed. Our vampire is up for the scare of his life though, as one day a girl stumbles into his shop. Although he doesn’t know the girl and has never seen her before, he does feel an instant connection to her, and he knows right away that she’s an incarnate, a supernatural being. He befriends the girl, and promises to help her find out who – and more importantly, what – she really is. But that promise might have desastrous consequence for the both of them.
After reading the back cover of Endlessly, I was worried that the story might be too familiar, since there was nothing there that I hadn’t heard before, or read before for that matter, or that seemed even remotely original. Don’t let it misguide you though. Endlesslyoffers a very original take on vampires that I’ve never read before, and even for that alone, this book is definately worth reading.
In the world described by C.V. Hunt in this novel, incarnates and born knowings roam this earth alongside with humans, while the latter are unaware that the first even exists. Vampires aren’t necesserily dead – what? you say, but it does work out quite well – and sunlight doesn’t burn them in an instant. They don’t sleep in coffins, and when they have sex it tends to get very messy, and possibly even deadly, especially if their partner is not a vampire. Werewolves aren’t bound to change once every full moon, but they can change whenever they want. Moreover, they devour their victims in a most gruesome way. But vampires, werewolves and witches…that’s just the top of the pyramid. Imagine dragons, leprachauns, trolls, every single supernatural being you ever encountered, all mixed together in this novel. It tends to be a bit too much, especially while regarding the rather small size of this novel. And just under 200 pages, it’s a lot to explain and talk about at once. And although I do think the world-building is very original, especially in regards to a Quatre existing of a vampire, werewolf, shaman and faerie ruling all supernaturals, I also believe the author should have either focused on less beings at a time, or expanded the novel. The overflow of knowledge is overwhelming at times.
That said, Verloren makes an interesting protagonist. At first, he appears to be another lonely, lost vampire bound by the orders of The Quatre, and looking for something meaningful in his life. Then it turns out that he isn’t. He actually kills people. And here I was, thinking I’d met another veggie. Don’t get me wrong: I’m all for vampires killing and slaughtering humans, since that’s just about what vampires do. The only thing I find that repulsing about Verloren is that while he goes out to kill humans at night, he communicates and befriends them at day. It made me have complicated and mixed feelings about him. On the one hand, I wanted to like him, because it feels natural for me to like the protagonist of a story. On the other hand, I felt like hating him because he’s the most ignorant hypocrite in the history of vampires. If he communicated with people, but didn’t like them at all, and only did so because he had to, then I would have understood his actions, and why he did choose to kill people for their blood. But since he actually genuinely likes people, his actions raised many question marks in my head. I mean, I know he has to drink blood or else he dies, but he could have at least shown some remorse then, or indicate that this wasn’t really what he wanted to do. This behavior just made him seem very hypocrite, but it did make him interesting. At least he wasn’t the goody-two-shoes type you see all too much in novels, or the standard bad guy we often deem vampires to be.
I liked the overall premise and storyline, of Verloren meeting his soulmate, then finding out who and what she is, and having to run from the Quatre. But there were some minor things that just didn’t make sense. When reading the way Ash reacts to the Quatre in the end – which I’m not going to mention, for the sake of not spoiling anything – it seems stupid for them to have fled the Quatre in the first place. Jessica’s dead seems pointless as well, especially after reading that scene. Also, Ash’s reaction to growing horns, a tail and wings seems very unrealistic. If it were me who grew those things overnight, I’d probably be screaming in anger and frustration. She takes it rather calmly, but then she does burst into tears when other people deem her a monster for the way she looks. That doesn’t really add up.
I would have liked to see a more well-developed storyline – like not running from The Quatre when in the end, things work out the way they do (I sure am being mysterious here, eh?) and a bit more depth to the characters. I especially would have liked to read more about Ash’s thoughts after she is changed. I wish Jessica didn’t have to die, because she did offer some possibilities, being a born knowing and all. And although I did like the romance between Ash and Verloren, and I felt the obvious chemistry between them, I could not help but feel that everything was a bit rushed. Some parts of the storyline are blurry are unnecessary, and the characters could have had more depth. I found the way they handled the loss of Chris and Jessica for instance quite repulsing. Verloren’s best friends just died and the only thing on his mind is making love to his new girlfriend. I would have liked him mourn their deaths more, as it would have made him more likeable as a character.
That said, Endlessly is C.V. Hunt’s debut novel, and it does make a really nice debut. There is some polishing up to do, but I have complete confidence in the author succeeding in that in the sequel, Legacy. On the one hand, I would have liked more plot-building and character-depth, and I couldn’t help but feel that the novel was a bit rushed. On the other hand, I was thoroughly impressed by the world-building, the fast-paced plot and the way this novel glued me to my chair from start to end. It’s a very enjoyable read, and a nice way to spend an otherwise boring evening by reading a different take on vampires, werewolves and supernaturals in general. For originality and being a fresh breeze in urban fantasy, this novel definately gets some extra points. I hope to see the characters evolve and grow in the next novel, and I hope that the storyline develops into something even more interesting. I would definately recommend this novel to vampire fans, and to fans of the supernatural in general. I myself am already looking forward to the sequel.


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Book Review: Journals by Kurt Cobain

JournalsJournals by Kurt Cobain
My rating: 5 of 5 stars



ABOUT:
Kurt Cobain filled dozens of notebooks with lyrics, drawings, and writings about his plans for Nirvana and his thoughts about fame, the state of music, and the people who bought and sold him and his music. Over twenty of these notebooks survived his many moves and travels and have been locked in a safe since his death. His journals reveal an artist who loved records, who knew the history of rock, and who was determined to define his place in that history.

MY REVIEW:
To anyone who is not a Nirvana fan - I don’t know why you are even bothering to look at this. Read no further.

For those who ARE Nirvana fans, tread forward with caution.

This book was an insightful look into one of the most beautiful minds that I’ve ever had the pleasure of experiencing as it unfolded. People talk about where they were, or what they were doing when great catastrophes happened in the world. Laugh if you want, but I still remember where and what I was doing when I heard that Kurt Cobain was dead.

I thought this book was a very interesting look into Kurt Cobain’s mind. It’s not an autobiography. Kurt kept journals, drawings, clips of paper with notes and thoughts sprawled across them, rough drafts, and unsent letters. This book is a wide variety of these things photocopied from the originals. Some writing is almost illegible. On other pages you can see the emotion in the jerky script.

Most of the passages describe his frustration with the music industry, fanzines, and journalists that misunderstood him. In some areas it shows a lot of his beliefs about the world around him and what he believed to be a perfect society. When it comes down to it, you had to have been a fan to bother buying it, and you have to appreciate it for what it is.

I will leave you with my own mad ramblings in a letter to Kurt that will never be sent.

Kurt,

They’re not dyeing out like the dinosaurs. They have mutated into something much worse than you ever could have imagined. They’ve built a breed of music that no matter how many times you turn away, it keeps growing. They try to make it look like it’s for our own good, but…..

It’s just the beginning. The media has control. Now they tell us what we are supposed to like. Pop stars, the kid next door, and televised competitions for contracts? And it all revolves around selling the sexually provocative image of an under aged teen. Their voices are electronically altered, or it takes five people to sing one song, and not a single one of them knows how to play an instrument. It makes no sense to me that tweens are billboard successes, and they are singing about things that they won’t come close to experiencing for another ten years.

None of them write the lyrics. There is a small group of people in an ill lit room somewhere scribbling out the next big hit. I assure you the words; “baby”, “party”, or “hot” are well peppered through it. There are no deep meaningful songs anymore, no words to make you think hard, it’s all superficial bull. Hell no, you’re not allowed to express any other emotion than happiness or love. If you do…then it’s considered too political. POLITICAL? It’s politics to express frustration? The frustration of being spoon fed the same garbage over and over. I’m sorry, I would like some variety. Or how about you just quit playing the same crappy song so much I want to puke?

I’ve given up on finding anything original in the air waves Kurt. I say turn off the radio station, unplug your MTV (that no longer plays music), and start searching. I refuse to let them feed me what they want me to like. I do not listen to the radio and I don’t shop in stores for CDs. I’ve taken to searching the internet for bands that I’ve never heard of. I want to like bands that people think don’t exist. They ask me, “Who’s this?” I tell them the name of the band, and they always follow up with, “I’ve never heard of them.” People never ask about the band again. If it can’t be fed to them off the shelf they don’t even bother.

It’s sad really. It’s not music any more. It has just become a rhythmic beat that they all bob their heads to.


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I knew what to expect this time.

"Legacy" was read by the editor and suggestions were made. The suggestions didn't seem as overwhelming this time around. I think it was because I kept everything that he had told me about "Endlessly" in the back of my mind. Which he even mentioned helped and hurt in some situations.

I tend to get over descriptive in areas that don't really need it, and I tried to cut down on that. He was good about pointing out areas where I went a little over board in the opposite direction. So hopefully I will be able to find a happy medium when I double check "Phantom".

I think I got quite a bit done over the last three days, and I think I might have it finished by the end of this coming weekend. I'm excited and anxious to get it out there for people to read. Actually I was really worried about the editor's reaction to the story this time, but he liked it, and I hope all of you do too when it's available.

The next step will be the line by line edit.

I'll keep you updated.

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